Day 1

Today is the first day I step foot into Sunway University College as a degree student. 

Let me tell you what we did today! :D Sitting in a cramped lecture hall with other Lancaster University students for hours uncomfortably and getting backaches and sweaty ass listening to boring welcoming speeches I don't even know why it is necessary. SO FUNNNNNNNN! 


Made two new friends today unfortunately non of them are studying my course. I still don't know anyone who is doing my course. What a great refreshing start! ^___^ Perhaps I should be a loner for this coming three years. Hoho, sounds like a plan from a Einstein.


So that's basically all I ever did. Okay bye.

Tomorrow!

Hello, we meet again.

Actually I don't feel like blogging anymore lol but since TOMORROW IS MY BIG DAY (no, I'm not getting married). Tomorrow may be the "funeral" day for 94-ers but it's just me resuming my study life. I make it sound like it's dooms day........Well, it sort of is. I have never imagined that this day will come so quickly. I spent 4 months, that's 1/3 of a year, at home. It seriously did not feel like 4 freaking months! I really don't know what's stopping me from becoming insane. I guess I have this Stockholm Syndrome and where in this case, my home is my kidnapper and I'm the victim..... Geddit? :D........... OKAY NEVER MIND THAT. Just saying that even though I did not go anywhere except my hometown or did anything extreme, I really enjoyed my holiday a lot. This is probably gonna be the longest holiday I'll ever have in my life. :')

I'm still feeling so anxious about tomorrow. I just can't imagine studying. Something I haven't been doing for a while already. My mind has decreased operation I don't even know..... I probably can't do maths anymore lol. Good thing they don't have it in my course. I seriously pray what I'm taking is the right choice! And to my future course mates, I hope you'll accept this poor wallflower here. Don't leave me alone loooool. I suck at making friends, people accuse me of being a cold person. That accusation is only true when you annoy me with stupid questions like "Can I be your friend?" Why you asshole.... Well no you can't ^_^!! :( :(

Oh gosh, I'm so not ready for tomorrow seriously! I can recall the last day of the exam like the back of my hand! Why did my holiday end so fast?! This will be the last time I'm whining about it. I shall study hard and get used to presentations. My biggest fear everrrr. Okay, thanks, bye.

HELLO UNI LIFE. I'M READY.
I'll see you holiday in August :'(

Yvonne's 19th

I've been drawing.

Just came home from a long evening at The Scotts Garden for the princess' birthday. She asked us to wear a dress. I was like, hello, I don't really have any dress... :( :( But you know, I have to oblige to demand her since it's her birthday celebration. Turns out she had a dress wanted to show that's why she asked us to wear a dress. She has a dress, but I don't. :( :( That girl...

We ate at Tom, Dick and Harry. What we tried was Carbonara, Cottage Pie, Fish n' Chips and Chicken Chop. I recommend the Carbonara and Pie!!!!!! Fish n' Chips is just so normal. Nothing extraordinary. My mom makes them better. I didn't quite like the Chicken Chop. The bill is slightly over my budget but then you can't expect a lower price from these kind of cafe. There goes my last dime. :'( I'm gonna have to lock myself up for a few months before I have enough to spend again.

I experienced the most tormenting journey home. SooYee was driving and there was a road block ahead of us. The policeman waved his red lightstick. Hello, we don't talk waving language and as far as I know, wave means GO unless they show the palm signalling STOP. We didn't know if we should stop or not. SooYee drove slowly pass the road block and the lightstick hit her car. We thought it was an accident. So she continued driving.

Moments later a patrol car was tailing us. So SY stopped the car. A policeman came out and scolded SY for not stopping and asked us to turn back to the road block. I was as scared as hell. So we went back to the road block and stopped, this group of policemen were walking towards the car. Honestly, that seriously freaked me out more. It's late at night and they can just do anything to the two of us... I'm a paranoid nature.

They asked us to get out of the car what the hell. They examined the car and asked if we smoke. DO WE LOOK LIKE WE SMOKE?! Then he asked for my IC, I panicked cause I couldn't find it. Panic enough to forget that I put it in my bag's inner zip. I took a while to search for it, they must've thought I'm an illegal immigrant. Then one of them said ha, no IC you'll have to be locked up for a day wtf wtf. Finally I found it and handed it to him. Then they started commenting on my picture saying I look damn different from my IC. Abuden?! The picture was taken like 7 years ago......

Then one of them told me he thought I was a Korean. Well, I had a short moment of flattery. But my heart was still pumping like mad. They started asking us where were we from, where we stay, are we going clubbing, etc. I was wishing for a shovel. Miss Rekka told us we don't have to tell them anything but then I think it's wiser to not piss them off. After so long of pointless talking, I asked them what are we waiting for? They told us nothing and that we may leave. What. A. Waste. Of. Time.

Anyway, I'm still kinda shocked. Thankfully nothing happened and no saman was issued. I don't know how SY was so calm throughout the session. One of them requested me to get him a girlfriend the next time I see him. Dream on la....... -.-

#15

Hello again.

It has been 3 months since I last studied. I know it's a shock. I was shocked myself counting them on my fingers wtf. Why.. 3 months felt like one month only. You must be thinking that I'm rotting, molding and growing weeds at home but I'm sorry to prove you wrong. I'm probably the first survivor to last this long at home right?! It's a mystery to me too.

Originally I planned to go to work. But then I wanted to rest for the whole Dec and then I got lazy. Lol........ Then there's Chinese New Year in January. Now I have my February, which is ending drastically fast! I swear time passes so fast when I'm at home!!! So I'm just gonna stay at home as much as I can and enjoy my freedom. Work can wait. My mom doesn't even encourage me. What kind of mom is that..... She just wants to keep me at home to do her house work. Kidding. As a daughter I'm obligated to wash the dishes..and the toilet....yes I wash the toilet. My little brother, on the other hand, is doing a great job at representing people that are born in the year of the pig. I'll call him a living proof.

Anyway, this long study hiatus is supposed to be my unofficial self-improvement and development course. I'm supposed to learn new things and up my knowledge. I tried cooking, you know. Don't even think about asking me how it went. I'm going to have to end my cooking career. Well basically that's all I did. Such a failure. I tried reading the newspaper. But it took me 10 minutes to finish 2 pages. Mind me, I'm a slow reader and what do you know, I gave up. Actually it's more like I forgot about it.

Eventually I got engrossed into watching dramas and ahem..cartoons. HOWEVER! I've downloaded this notes of Psychology in Communication that I will be learning in my degree..which I have yet to read. Sorry, I have my Pokemon loading in another tab already. But I will read it one day! Okay, I'll make it a point to read it by today. -____________-

Till the next update!

Me: In 10 years time.

*6.00am* Argh, freaking alarm clock. I'm getting sick of this routine already. Okay, time to get up for work... I drag myself out of my bed, towards my bathroom and start brushing my teeth. The silent atmosphere in this little apartment no longer bothers me since I've already gotten used to it. My boyfriend refuse to move in with me for some reason...... I think he just thinks the apartment is too small. He's too used to staying in a luxury home already anyway and he's saying I'm the stubborn one who doesn't want to move in with him. I am completely comfortable with my apartment.

Took a shower, dress myself and off to work I go, driving in my 6 years old blue car. 6.45am, just the right timing to push off to avoid the daily massive jams. Reached my office at 7.10am and head to the cafeteria for my breakfast. While devouring on my toast, my mind drifts away for a moment. Recalling what used to be the present which is now the past. Reminiscent of the good ol' days where life isn't so stressful. The days where bosses are non-existent to pull your strings, in fact, we were our own boss. Can't help but smile at those small pieces of re-traceable moments. But those are just nothing but a mere memory. Before I know it, I've been eating the bread crumbs left on the plate. Sigh, back to reality. 

Story ends here before I write a whole novel.. which I am certainly incapable of.
Pretty much sums up what I think how my life will be in 10 years time more or less. I have no idea what I will be working as yet though, hence, not mentioned. Do tell me if you decide to write one for yourself! ;)

#13

Hello my loyal subjects, I'm back from hiding myself away from the blogging society cause I'm a lazy bitch.... :D So this is only my 13th post since last July(?). Actually, I have nothing to blog about. Most of my posts are about exams and Mr. Oliver. Even the most traumatizing lecturer of my life gets to be the star of my blog. Damn...it's pretty screwed up.

Anyhoo, of recent events, one of it is Kah Sim's surprise farewell party before she leaves to Australia in like 3 DAYS. whatisthisstupidantonmyhand We all met up at redbox and waited for the princess to come. I, had a very bad sore throat week unfortunately could do nothing more than just sitting there. I literally had no voice like two days before this event. Oh my god, having sore throat for about a week already, life is hard. Good food everywhere I just can't......okayface.jpg.

The event was a success cause she was so damn shocked till she kept annoying us with omg, I can't believe this, you people are awesome, I'm still shocked, etc. the whole day. AHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Well, 5 years of friendship since 2007. But then it's like we always fight also. Most of the time I can't stand her then I ignore her lololol. I'm so sorry... I really don't know how can she endure my attitude for so long. I would've hated myself too if I've actually met myself.

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I registered for university yesterday (sadly giving up waiting for Hogwarts' letter of offer)! Communications in Sunway. I'm still so nervous about the people I'm gonna endure degree with for 3 years and so afraid of all the practical work I will have to do. Presentations presentations presentations. Honestly, that is actually the only thing I'm so freaking afraid of in my whole academic life. Even exams don't scare me that much. I don't know why. It's like I can get heart attack and die on the spot! I am THAT scared of presentations. Like how I'm scared of.....I can't even think of anything scarier than presentations. Especially if it's a solo one. I can kill myself already. I mean I can never finish a sentence without messing up a word adfkljadklfjakl. Sad life is sad.

Anyway I have up till around 22nd March before I start hell.....I mean degree. I can't even get the RM200 book voucher what the hell! In the meanwhile, I'll spend quality time at home. Yes, I'm so attached to my home I really don't know why?! Hopefully my future lecturers would be nice people like Ms. Ruba and Ms. Christine and Ms. Jane and Mr. Varun. Just not Mr. Oliver. I can't handle anymore stress loooool.

University

Okay emo posts be gone lol. Can't bare another moment reading my previous posts. Anyway, I'm here to declare that I finally have a GOAL in life. Woohoo! I have soooo many plans for the future. Well, only three. But those are the BIG THREES.

1. Be a wedding planner.
2. Open an online shop, a store when I have enough capital.
3. Sell properties as a part time job.
4. Marry a rich man.

This is just currently my plan, in which I highly doubt I have enough time to manage those three without actually dying.

But at least now I have SOMETHING to motivate me to work hard for. All these while I've been studying for the sake of studying. However, I believe I'm not the only one. You look guilty over there. Hah! Kidding.

Been to college for counselling cause I didn't know what to do with my life and just about make the biggest mistake ever - studying business. That was my original plan. Why, God. Why? Well first off, would be a waste of my time and energy learning stuffs like psychology, sciency subjects that I hate, screw my brains over accounts, or engin-- don't even think about it.

All in all, when you're a fresh graduate, you wouldn't turn anything down when opportunity knocks on the door. The easiest jobs you can find is business related. Moreover, you'll still have to go through a training period, which I don't really see much of a point of stressing out in degree. Just because it's required. Fucking education.

Of course I'm not including jobs that need a certain skill. But honestly, I still don't see the point of this: Prove 2hbsjdnbs + 78hsknxjs x 53shxbjsjxbj = 42jsbdksha. (unfortunately a poorly done example) Obviously certain profession may need it. Teachers and lecturers aside. We all know they teach many common knowledge, too common for the brain to handle - *coughcivicscough*. But the real question is, exactly how many people are going to navigate spacecraft, or program computers, or solve physics problems on a regular basis? They should just let them brainiacs to study above basic level algebra in THEIR course. We can save millions of brains getting fried in high school. The brains are very delicate organs.

I've read/been told about Marine Biologist graduates ended up working in sales and marketing. So my point is, people like me would probably end up like those Marine freaks. Tragic.

Anyway, back to the counsellors. My mom actually stumbled upon Mass Comm and so she asked the counsellor to explain a little. So seeing that I actually have a broader option of job prospects than business studies, plus it's more interesting, I'm actually considering it. On top of that I'll be receiving a 50% off tuition waiver. Awesome..

Then he asked me to take a career test. Okay. So results is I'm a conventional and an enterprise person. Says counsellor number two at the place I took the test, both conventional and enterprise are like total opposites. I feel bipolar....... Anyway had a good talk with him, he did Mass Comm too so he gave us some insights of the course.

I've got myself thinking, since I'm such a wallflower I might as well take this course to build up my pathetic courage. I mean I can't be such an introvert forever right? Probably need to suffer series of presentations until I get used to it. But if that's what's gonna make me better, no choice right?

For now I'm still weighing my options. But Mass Comm seem to weigh the most. If I really do take that up, I'll be going into a course that I know no one. Also, a burden to maintain an average 70%. Well well, what a surprise. It's gonna be torture since I'm just an average student. *Low self-esteem at it's best*.

I shall stop here.